So I haven’t done bikram for 6 straight days now. Now not only do I feel nervous but a little bit of guilt… These are the times I’m itching for sketch. For me sketching is the transfer of crazy, frenetic energy into creativity. Not painting, craft-making, or any other types of artistic outlets which I feel needs tenderness and delicate touches. What I need is that crazy medium where I am able to be free and release this restlessness settling into me.